SilentSolitude

Job

2009-02-08T02:21:00.000-08:00

At last, my appeal is noticed by the company.I ceased to work for them no longer as i feel that this job is tiring and does not pique my interest.Nevertheless i regret not able to claim back my deposit..as usual americans are untrustworthy and always adamant when good resources go by. Ah, the lament of the lame.

1 more month till my holidays end, and I hope, rather I will optimise my achievements that has been set out, and will fulfill them. It seems time pass so fast, when the last thought was college education.I still agree with yong sean that we march-intakers are smarter><.Nevertheless, my partner in arguments will always try to prove me wrong. (She always succeeds, i don't know why.)

Sincere regards and wishes to my friends, especially to those unreachable distance-wise.

Demise

2009-01-21T05:19:00.001-08:00

Small yet harmful, such words bear no meaning to those alien to it,even if you do, you're forced to lift the deceiving smiles, a true mask that hides it. In this case, it was such demoaning demise to not see her off, even though I have known her for so long.

Yes, memories are figments of the past, well treasured and kept for safe keeping. It reflects our experience and relationship with those that we had known. How unfortunate for those that keeps it are not remembered by others, as if being treated like for-goes.

Well said, thought I'm fully aware no one comes here. But for those that comes thanks,its not very entertaining i apologies.

"Memories are like shattered dreams, dreams are like shattered memories"-Sora

2008-10-08T06:59:00.001-07:00

The Cat's Diary:

Day 983 of my captivity.

My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I once again vomit on the carpet. Today I decapitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates my capabilities. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a "good little hunter" I am. Jerks!

There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of "allergies." I must learn what this means, and how to use it to my advantage. Today I was almost successful in an attempt to assassinate one of my tormentors by weaving around his feet as he was walking. I must try this again tomorrow, but at the top of the stairs.

I am convinced that the other prisoners here are flunkies and snitches. The dog receives special privileges. He is regularly released, and seems to be more than willing to return. He is obviously retarded. The bird must be an informant. I observe him communicate with the guards regularly. I am certain that he reports my every move. My captors have arranged protective custody for him in an elevated cell, so he is safe. For now.

Part-time training

2008-10-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

Got into a brief training for counselling..was pretty fun to begin with...my field was marriage so i went to my job..every day i'm face with stupid couples..so i pasted with these notes on my front door A conversation before marriage...

He : Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

She : Do you want me to leave?

He : No! Don't even think about it.

She : Do you love me?

He : Of course! Over and over!

She : Have you ever cheated on me?

He : No! Why are you even asking?

She : Will you kiss me?

He : Every chance I get.

She : Will you hit me?

He : Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!

She : Can I trust you?

He : Yes.

She : Darling!

To read a conversation after marriage, simply read this in reverse...

2008-09-09T05:21:00.000-07:00

Sorry...was pretty downed again and busy..so juz forget bout blogging haha..

Well..nothin much this week....had my birthday few days ago....Had my first legal tiger right in front of my dad..Had a few pints too

Earlier..went to the pub..where my buds celebrated for me..was really great guys thanks.... We had an egg fight too..God...I swallowed a few..

Other than that nothing much....Ping pong match today was horrible... Had some stupid insults from Nick..which was pretty pathetic cause

he aint any better than me... So i lost in all doubles...Dont ask about mix..I feel really guilty..

Trial Comin!!! Study Mode Activated!!

Anticipation

2008-09-01T06:32:00.000-07:00

The heat sparkles the heart,
One who has been scorched becomes immune to all,
All others,
Other feelings,
Other responds,Yet
Reactions towards the heat exist quietly,
The heat that sparkles it,
Only one thing becomes the solution towards this heat,
"Put it off","Pluck up the courage"
Those are the words of strength,
Its till then whether the heat will be extinguished,
Or the heat will devour him whole.

Read a blog that was really frightenning...Some of u guys might know whom

2008-08-25T04:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry i was feeling a little busy and down during the holiday so i didnt touch it..hehe..

things are getting tense now..logically..the dateline is coming up and i crap myself i'm not even prepared...so i went back and saw some old comic..this picture would piss alot of guys out..btw the guys dating the girl on the left..but still feel for the right..not stable link though...well it pissed me off...damn lucky guy

more pics of his devil's luck

The targets

2008-08-13T06:31:00.000-07:00

News travel super fast it seems....i dunno how the hell does PN Rok knows but i'll try to keep a low profile..in the mean time I'm proud to say that I enjoy "meeting" samantha and her brother...and other than that nothin much today~~LW seems to be very reserved these days...i wonder why?

chuck norris jokes

2008-08-12T05:43:00.000-07:00

When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.
There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of creatures Chuck Norris has allowed to live.
Outer space exists because it's afraid to be on the same planet with Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.
Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.
Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding.
Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice.
There is no chin behind Chuck Norris’ beard. There is only another fist.
When Chuck Norris does a pushup, he isn’t lifting himself up, he’s pushing the Earth down.
Chuck Norris is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head.
Chuck Norris’ hand is the only hand that can beat a Royal Flush.
There is no such thing as global warming. Chuck Norris was cold, so he turned the sun up.
Chuck Norris can lead a horse to water AND make it drink.
Chuck Norris doesn’t wear a watch, HE decides what time it is.
Chuck Norris gave Mona Lisa that smile.
Chuck Norris can slam a revolving door.
Chuck Norris does not get frostbite. Chuck Norris bites frost.
Remember the Soviet Union? They decided to quit after watching a DeltaForce marathon on Satellite TV.
Contrary to popular belief, America is not a democracy, it is a Chucktatorship.

Happy Birthday

2008-08-12T05:27:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday wei zhen .. best of luck to your everything-PLKN...sound so scary at first...who in the right mind wanna spend 3 months in the arm~not me thats for sure. i'm glad i wasnt chosen there..yet...And bloody fuck that nick...grr....i sometimes wonder why cant i just choke him....he send me some ghost message which we taoist take it darn seriously...and i swear the next time he does that... i'll send my sister

Yesterday and Today

2008-08-07T01:58:00.000-07:00

What weird luck today, I actually lost to Noob....I feel so hopeless now..and made worst my bad went snapped!"There goes RM30 i guess". But ya noe..it was pretty good i actually talk to her face to face...several times, the conversation were slightly quaint but i manage to make her luagh a few times..with my stupidity anyone can. I didnt realize our class have so much troubled guys, and we should form an team or a quota and win this war!!!Saiful sang in class today as well, pretty hilarious!

Hurtful love

2008-08-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

I feel so weird,
should they just know the truth or
should i hide my feelings,
i emphatize her,
who should end up with a beast,
sins i cant forget haunts me,
lights that shone i reject in fear,
redemption my heart conceals,
perhaps stealing glances,
like the quiet guardian i've always been,
would be my first and last time loving again..

Light bulbs jokes

2008-08-05T02:45:00.000-07:00

How many online forum group members does it take to change a lightbulb?
1 to change the light bulb and to post that the light bulb has been changed.
14 to share similar experiences of changing light bulbs and how the light bulb could have been changed differently.
7 to caution about the dangers of changing light bulbs.
27 to point out spelling/grammar errors in posts about changing light bulbs.
53 to flame the spell checkers.
41 to correct spelling/grammar flames.
6 to argue over whether it's "lightbulb" or "light bulb"...another 6 to condemn those 6 as anal-retentive
2 industry professionals to inform the group that the proper term is "lamp".
15 know-it-alls who claim *they* were in the industry, and that "light bulb" is perfectly correct.
156 to email the participant's ISPs complaining that they are in violation of their "acceptable use policy".
109 to post that this group is not about light bulbs and to please take this discussion to a lightbulb group
203 to demand that cross posting to hardware forum, off-topic forum, and lightbulb group about changing light bulbs be stopped.
111 to defend the posting to this group saying that we all use light bulbs and therefore the posts *are* relevant to this group.
306 to debate which method of changing light bulbs is superior, where to buy the best light bulbs, what brand of light bulbs work best for this technique, and what brands are faulty.
27 to post URL's where one can see examples of different light bulbs.
14 to post that the URL's were posted incorrectly and then post the corrected URL's.
3 to post about links they found from the URL's that are relevant to this group which makes light bulbs relevant to this group.
33 to link all posts to date, quote them in their entirety including all headers and signatures, and add "Me too".
12 to post to the group that they will no longer post because they cannot handle the light bulb controversy.
19 to quote the "Me too's" to say "Me three".
4 to suggest that posters request the light bulb FAQ.
44 to ask what is a "FAQ".
4 to say "didn't we go through this already a short time ago?"
143 to say "do a Google search on light bulbs before posting questions about light bulbs".
1 forum lurker to respond to the original post 6 months from now and start it all over again....

2008-08-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

silent glances were stolen as i look across,
it felt good just looking at her,
just like a silent angel,
it filled me with contend.

i hope they werent talking about me,
i came unnoticed its best i left unnoticed as well,
life is just as such we wait for chances,
yet i refuse as i hope you are true.

signed-Viper

2008-08-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

questions keep coming in,
questions of privacy,
questions of feelings,
i wish i could answer those questions,
but my heart is unsure towards her...

wow

2008-08-02T04:48:00.000-07:00

Wow first blog i made.. got the idea from some of my friends who already have it..wanted to try it...